Saturday, February 14, 2009
I don't know what is going on with me but... as you can see, it's 430 am. I'm awake. I have been for an hour.
My sleeping keeps getting interrupted. I don't know why.
The other day, I think on Tuesday, I was asleep by 930 since I get up for work at 430. I woke up at 130 and was up... on Twitter, reading blogs, emails, etc. I laid back down at 300. Couldn't sleep, so at 330 I got up. I said F it... the alarm will go off in an hour anyway... so I made my coffee, put some laundry in, and got ready for work.
Yesterday I woke up at 330 again and was up doing the same thing... Twitter, reading blogs, and emails... I got the kids off to school and ran some errands for a couple of hours. By 1130 I was so tired I couldn't take it so I came home and took a nap before my daughter got out of Elementary school early (130). I slept until 330.
Sometimes I think someone is waking me up. My mom passed almost two years ago and you can call me crazy if you want to, but I believe in ghosts. And I think Mom visits us sometimes. I am not alone in this. My siblings have signs of her visiting too. And we are 2600 miles apart. So maybe Mom wants me to wake up?
I don't know... all I know is my sleeping pattern is on the fritz. At least I have until Tuesday before I go back to work. Then I work 3 days and off for 3 more again.